Sitting At Computer Nightmare

Today I moved my computer to a spot I have to stand at.  I’m hoping staying off my butt will not encourage it to get wider.

Back in the Saddle

I’ve been gone for 5 weeks.  Two year old ended up back in the hospital and I went into overdrive.  Time to get back on track and just be glad it’s over.  I’ve been reading that parents of chronically ill kids end up with PTSD.  It couldn’t be more true.  The inability to fall asleep, motivate myself, fear of leaving the house without her so I don’t, waiting for the next medical disaster, and mood swings that are dangerous and toxic to friends.  Working on dealing with that.

Moving On

Boy, getting started on one of these is such a chore.  I sure hope I figure it out before I reach my goal weight.  I’ve read some interesting stuff on here today. I sure hope my 2 year old twins avoid this issue.  My 26 year old did.  Thank heavens.